meep

WARNING: this has nothing to do with art. but it has a lot to do with me. Don't think i didn't warn you..

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After a natural high from this little project we set-up a week ago i have been feeling this melancholic breeze down my spine again. It seems the 2nd half of the year is fast approaching and i, your quirky 22 year old have been battling with weird demons this past few days. grr. This might be a monthly prerequisite for me though. Anyway i could count with one hand the number of months before December, and i've always dreaded that month. pft. I can smell it again and it makes me feel really uncomfortable. It doesn't help that it's almost a year since i last saw charles in person.

sigh.

It's a weird time for freelancing these days. so much things to do. so many job offers. so much pending work piled up. I should be happy. But right now i wish i could afford to go somewhere peaceful.

haha i'm a walking contradiction. when i'm idle i find something to do and when i have stuff to do, i want to escape.

haaym.

there's a brighter future ahead my friend Joey says.

i should really be happy.


hi charles, i really miss you.


•hannah